I rarely get so frustrated that I cry. Normally I can prioritize and organize and conquer my to do lists like a champ. Lately though, I cannot find my groove. I can’t figure out how to balance my class load with my planning time, pumping time, student time or other teaching responsibilities. I’m a mess. I’m not nearly as organized as I like to be…I feel like I’m failing and right now I’m beyond overwhelmed.
To do my job I MUST have a functioning computer…and that is a hit or miss (hence the tears). Mine is possessed, must be restarted 2098754 times a day, periodically the keyboard takes a dump and God forbid I need to run two programs at once. I lost it, I actually got so frustrated that I started crying over the fact I could not complete my job the way that I would like to, because of this stupid computer!
Needless to say, as much as I would just love to write and brag and reminisce about my life on this blog, it’s just not going to happen that frequently. I’m not quitting, I’m just trying to find my new normal…which apparently will be taking more then the initial week that I thought. I’m going to try my best to write at least two posts per week until I find my groove, but no promises. Sorry to all my loyal readers. Damn work is kicking my butt…oh and then there’s these two.