I haven’t been able to write. There is just a lot going on and I am not at a point where I feel like I can actually talk about it. Things are difficult, life is a struggle right now and I have anger in my heart, but I know there is an end in sight. I know that we will get through this and I have faith that this anger will resolve. This space has always been a happy place for me, so today I plan on reflecting on some of the happiness in my life right now.
This boy. This summer is just different. It really truly is different. My little guy is much more mature and even today as I was driving I kept thinking that my babies are not babies. Babies really don’t keep. He is independent, he is driven, he is smart (so freaking smart) and he just wants to please us. My little boy is not little anymore!
He is a T-ball loving, Lego building, snack eating, passionate kid and I am so enjoying this summer with him. He has opinions of what to do and what to eat and is helping us cook and take care of the animals and is just amazing.