This week over at Growing Up Geeky, the topic is Mommy Confessions. I don’t really think I have that much to confess, but hey lets see how long my list can really get!
1. I miss my son terribly when I’m at work and when he is at grandmas overnight or when he is basically not with me. It is some crazy anxiety or obsession that I never knew I could have. However, I know that I could never be a full time SAHM (although I praise you ladies). I just get too lazy and then well, no fun, no excitement, just crappy TV and sleep.
2. I am TERRIFIED of having this baby. No seriously how am I going to ever give Eyan the attention he deserves all while making sure little missy is fully cared and loved on as well. I know everyone says that it all works out, but still I am scared and want my children to both feel loved equally.
3. Sometimes when Eyan goes in time out I take one too. Its probably a good thing, but sometimes mommy needs to sit in a corner too.
4. I am also scared of having this little girl naturally as opposed to my planned csection as I would not get 8 (9) weeks off with her and Eyan and I need those moments!
5. Sometimes I cook dinners that I know Jason hates because they are so so so easy and I am too lazy to be creative!
6. I think I have a cleaning problem and panic a bit that my house will not be the beautifully, clean, organized home I love when little missy arrives.
7. Sometimes I go to the bathroom just to check my social networks, I lock the door and just read. Decompression in 3-2-1!
8. When I am annoyed that Jason is getting more sleep than I am, I purposely send Eyan up to wake daddy up. Who can be mad or grumpy at that adorable face…I know he does this too!
Ehhh, I think these are all a bit lame, but it was a try.
Melissa Pezza
Thursday 6th of December 2012
Don't be terrified at all! You are going to do terrific with both kids! I know it!haha- I check fb in the bathroom too-LOL!!!
laura_wgtf
Thursday 6th of December 2012
Thanks Melissa! I love how encouraging you are :)
Jessica Hartman
Wednesday 5th of December 2012
I SO do #8 too!! I get to ticked off when my 2 year old wakes up at 6 am and my husband gets to sleep in for another good 2 or three hours. Its NEVER "his turn" to wake up with the 2 year old..ever! SO lately, around 7, I'll send out daughter up...
She'll go get her "potty stool" from the bathroom to use to help her get up on the bed. She will then jump up and down and up and down on the bed singing "wake up daddy..wake up daddy". If that doesn't work, she ususally will smack him in the face and scream "DADDY WAKE UP!!!"
haha :) it makes me laugh every time.
laura_wgtf
Thursday 6th of December 2012
LOVE IT! It kinda makes me feel a little vindicated :)
Melissa @ Growing Up Geeky
Wednesday 5th of December 2012
I, too, go to the bathroom so I can see what's happening on Twitter haha ;)
laura_wgtf
Thursday 6th of December 2012
lol! I wonder just how many statues' get posted in the bathroom?
Holli
Tuesday 4th of December 2012
Can totally relate to the guilt of having enough time for both. (Mine came two at a time and I've felt that way since they were born.) Happy to have found you via TAT and wishing you well with new beginnings coming your way.
laura_wgtf
Thursday 6th of December 2012
Thank you! I hope the guilt retracts soon! Thanks for stopping by!
Desirae R
Tuesday 4th of December 2012
Love all of these! I do the same for dinner and always bring my phone with me to the bathroom to get a minute to 'connect'.
laura_wgtf
Thursday 6th of December 2012
Yay! Thanks its good to know I'm not alone :)