Gah, in an overwhelming moment as the tiniest peanut just would not sleep and only wanted me to hold her as she did baby yoga on my chest I just cried. I wasn’t crying because of the lack of sleep…I was crying because these moments are already fleeting far too quickly.
My heart is always a bit heavy when I hit these reflective states. I yearn for those babies that were never meant to be, as I think all parents do. It is always a good reminder for me to snuggle my babies a bit more, to live in the moment and to have faith. Faith is also defining.
To all my friends that are learning to live your life with a heavy heart, know that I am here for you.